The Sun is Back

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It makes me so happy! We've been playing outside everyday, soaking it all in. I am trying to stay positive, but it's crunch time with this little guy. The next three months are critical for his birth parents, and it is going to come down to the wire. We know he'll be living with us until mid-June for sure, but beyond that, it's anyone's guess. I waffle between absolute terror that he is going to go back and peacefulness knowing that God is in control and has a plan. Not one bit of this is up to me and Chad, and nothing we do or don't do will make a bit of difference. The case workers, GAL and judge will make this decision. And I am torn, because I am hoping that his birth parents screw up. I'm hoping they fail so I can keep their kid. This causes some serious conflict in my heart. But I am only human, and I love this boy. I want him to stay with us forever. Pray for us, when you think of it, over the next months. We are going to need it.

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3 Responses to The Sun is Back

  1. heidiannie says:

    I have been praying for the better part of the time I’ve known little A- praying all sorts of stuff. That they don’t get their act together until August……that the Lord’s will be done…… that His will includes you keeping A………that the judge and case workers take one look at this happy and healthy and very loved little guy and realize that he is home and with the right people forever and ever amen.
    And I will keep praying.

  2. hannah says:

    heidi- amen.
    ally- i do get the tension though- it seems wrong to pray for others to fail, but he is loved and safe with you guys, will continue to pray. glad to see you found and dug out the car! 🙂

  3. liz says:

    I’m praying and praying. And I love A and I love you!

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