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What joy looks like today

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And it sounds like that too. 400 tubas playing Christmas carols to a packed-out theatre of people ringing bells, wearing santa hats, and singing along. It was the silliest thing we’ve done all season, and the most life-giving.

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A Fun Day

So this morning I baked cookies, and then I had a nice hour with a pot of tea and a book, and THEN my favorite kiddos came over with their mom and we had fun making gift tags, watching Mickey Mouse cartoons, enjoying my tree through the eyes of children (very rewarding!), and just hanging out with each other. I haven’t seen them in over a week, since Kristen, their mom, is looking for a new job, so I was very glad to spend most of the day with them. Chad and I even went out with the whole family to Main Street for free burger Monday! These kids are such cheesy goofs, but I love them to death:

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Merry and Bright

Our flock group had a progressive dinner last night, and we hosted the main course at our house. I had way too much fun decorating and getting ready for it. If I had my way, we’d have a party every single night of the Christmas season. And after that, we could start on Valentine’s Day. I found these absolutely perfect, beautiful pears at the grocery store yesterday, and I had to find a way to incorporate them into my centerpiece. It worked, I think.

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Oh, and there were people here too!

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Snow was falling, snow on snow

Snow day today! It started this morning and hasn’t stopped yet! The roads are treacherous tonight, and the plows just can’t keep up. But we’re safe and snug in our house now.

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A Holiday Heidi House

I went to Heidi’s today to help her clean and decorate for Christmas. That’s the way to go–doing it with someone else. She let me do my own thing on the tree and under it. It’s a good thing we both have the same wonky personality.

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Isn’t it bee-yoo-tee-ful?

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Advent

This year is the first year I’ve pulled out this felt advent calendar my mom made years ago. It never seemed to "go" with the rest of my decor, and I felt silly putting it up without having any children to use it. But this year I decided that it matches everything just fine and I don’t need no stinking children to enjoy it. Because I can do by myself! The color on the first photo is WAY off, I wasn’t paying any attention to my white balance:

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Advent_001 Aren’t they just way too cute? And if you’re wondering about the green one on the bottom, well, I’m wondering about it too. That’s the one I made, and I’m still trying to figure it out. Fried egg on a holly leaf? Hard-boiled egg slice on spinach? I have no idea. But isn’t it great that my mom let me do it and then used it all those years??!

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ornamental melancholia

I love having a decorated Christmas tree. I love looking at it, smelling its fragrance wafting through the house, seeing the lights glow on the walls and ceilings. But I get really depressed while I’m putting the ornaments on it. When my mom died, I inherited most of the ornaments and Christmas decorations. No matter how hard I try, my tree never looks as good as hers. But I exclaim, usually by myself, over each ornament as I unpack it. "Oh, here’s scary papier mache clown. . .Ernie and Bert!. . .those walnut shell mice the cats steal off the tree every year!" It’s lonely, I miss her, I miss the way my life used to be before she died. I am overwhelmed right now with all that remains undone. But at least this part is finished. Now I can just enjoy the tree and hope the shadows lingering in my heart will fade away.

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Finished:

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The best part, the worst part

We went and got our tree today. I picked it out without knowing how much it was, and as usual, I managed to pick the MOST expensive tree on the lot. Without even trying. That takes skill.

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The best part of the Christmas tree ordeal:  the lights. I love it I love it I love it!

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And I love the lights when they’re reflected in windows. In this picture, the far tree is actually a lit shrub in the neighbor’s yard across the street. The near tree is a reflection of a small, fake, PRE-LIT tree behind me in the dining room.

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And because it was already out, and I love it, I had to cozy up to my tripod for a mirror shot:

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oh, and finally, just in case you think that I didn’t share any tree-ness with Chad, this is the part he got to do:

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Happy Birthday Mr. Chad!

Today is my honey’s birthday!  Happy birthday Chad! Now he is finally as old as I am!

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It is also my twerpy brother Jonathan’s birthday today. He’s 28.

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Going for it

Well, you all knew I would!

I’m sending in my registration today or tomorrow. I’m doing this in memory of my mother, Robin L. Hrubik, my grandmother, Pauline Schley. I’m doing this in honor or my friend Mary Beth Eckberg, who has just been diagnosed with chronic leukemia. I’m doing this in honor of another friend’s father, who has AML, the same disease my mother had.

I will have a personal website from Team in Training soon for raising both awareness and funds for the cause. Stay tuned.

   

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Thinking about doing this again

This being a Leukemia and Lymphoma Society Team in Training event. The Seattle to Portland Classic, July 14 &15. A double century.  That means a two-day, 100 mile/day ride, from Seattle to Portland. I’m not so much worried about the physical demands, because I’ve done this kind of training before. I’m more concerned about having to raise $4600 for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society by May 23. But I can’t seem to stop thinking about it!

In 2004, I trained for El Tour de Tucson with Team in Training. It was such an incredible experience! I can’t even begin to describe what it taught me about myself, God, discipline, disappointment. Disappointment? Yes, I didn’t get to cross the finish line, thanks to Allyson’s Touchy Digestive System. This is how I described the experience to Jenn in an email:

"The bike ride. . .oh, it’s a funny story. Let me tell you.  So I get there, are geared up and ready to go, I’m pumped, I’ve trained, everything is wonderful.  Chad’s parents are there, my parents are there, Chad is there, and then my stomach decides to stage a rebellion.  I was up all night the night before, puking my guts out, doing the circus in my butt thing, completely PURGING the old system.  And really, you’re technically NOT supposed to do things like this the night before an endurance event.  You’re supposed to be all full and fueled and ready.  So I’m hysterical, of course, and there’s no way that I"m NOT going to ride, because I"ve worked so hard.  So I go, and the first thirty miles are absolute misery.  I’m not eating (another no-no) because I don’t really want to puke on the side of the road, and I’m tired and really just MAD that it happened to me.  And then, I get a second wind, breeze through the next 40 miles, and am mildly optimistic about finishing.  And then the stars arrive.  Flashing right through the middle of my vision.  It’s pretty, I watch it for a while, and then I notice the hammer beating on my bike helmet.  My coach rides up and starts asking me these pesky questions, like who people are and how old I am and weird stuff like that.  And I don’t know anyone’s name, and I’m trying way too hard to find answers to these dumb questions, and we both realize that I’ve totally lost it and am suffering from OVER-hydration.  This happens when you drink gallons of water and work out really hard on an empty stomach.  You dilute your blood and don’t have enough salt, so you get loopy.  The symptoms are the same as those for dehydration.  So I stopped at mile 70.  I was very
unhappy about it and pitched a fit, complete with weeping and gnashing of teeth, but for the shape I was in that day, I think I did pretty well."

But I never got to cross the finish line. Our coach said something extremely significant right before the ride. He said, "You’ve already done all the hard work. This is just the reward." And he was right. It was those long, lonely miles on the road for months and months that mattered. Not the ride at the end. But I really wanted to cross that line, I’d envisioned it millions of times, planned how I was going to think of my Mum and cry and laugh as I pedalled across. And people just keep GETTING leukemia, and I HATE leukemia, and this is something I can DO about it. And a double century! That makes up for not finishing the first one, because I’ll be doing TWO!

So am I crazy, or what?

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A Giant Leap for Womankind

Meredith and I went hiking at three different parks today. Deep Lock Quarry, the Ledges at Virginia Kendall, and Blue Hen Falls. It made me so happy, I just had to jump for joy:

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Chad likes this one better, but I look even dorkier:

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And now for someone who looks completely normal:

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Christmas Shoot

I had a lot of fun this morning photographing one of my favorite families. Three-year-old twins are a tough crowd, though, let me tell you. Getting Benny-boy to smile was like pulling teeth.

My new favorite photo:

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Cousins

We did a photo shoot this morning with the cousins:

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